~*~ NeW yEaR's daY eVe!!! ~*~

Today is New Year's Day eve... Wondering where I can see fireworks... Cuz me & hubby used to see fireworks every New Year's eve... The last one I remembered was enjoying the fireworks along ECP, near Esplanade... So maybe today also can drive there to see...

Finally bought the playpen from Courts for lil' Kayden... There's 2 colors of the playpens, brown & blue... I wanted to purchase the blue one but hubby said brown one looked more lively... So in the end, purchased the brown one as he's the one paying...

I'm so happy for one of my girlfriend as she just gave birth to a beautiful baby girl yesterday morning... Will be visiting her later this afternoon... Can't wait to see her lil' princess...

ps: Making me wanna see my lil' Kayden soon... =(

FRIDAY, DECEMBER 29, 2006

~*~ WhaT a 'sCaRy' fRidAy!! ~*~

Friday was a scary day for me... When I woke up in the morning, I realised I've 'spotting' on my panties... I quickly told my hubby that I need to go KKH to see a doctor now... Cuz when you're pregnant for 6+ months and have 'spotting' = bad news...

When I reached KKH, I was being attended by a doctor pretty fast & they took my blood pressure & put me on CTG to monitor Kayden's heartbeat... At first I was pretty relieved to hear his tiny lil' heartbeat beating away... But when the CTG can't detect his heartbeat (think he moved away from it), I told him that Mummy's very worried and wanna hear his heartbeat... Then he slowly moved back to where the CTG can detect and kicked me a few times... I'm more than relieved to know that Kayden's still kicking lively inside me when I heard his heartbeat thru' CTG...

That doctor was really nice & she told me if I'm still worried, I can admit for a day for observation... Overall, the doctor said lil' Kayden is perfectly fine & I've no signs of early labour (cuz I was really afraid that Kayden will be a pre-term baby) and my cervix is still ok... The doctor also said try not to walk up & down too often & must have lotsa rest... Phew....

~*~ GiFts FoR LiL' KaYdEn ~*~

Yuppie!! Lil' Kayden has a X'mas present from his godma (even though he's still in my tummy)...

Can't wait to meet up with his godma & collect his X'mas gifts... When I told lil' Kayden that his godma bought gifts for him, he's like very happy by kicking me continuously a few times...

And while I'm typing this, he kicked me again... =)

~*~ WhaT a BoRinG X'mAs dAy!!~*~

I woke up @ around 5.45pm... Wondering why I slept till so late even though I didn't went out party @ all... Think maybe there's nothing for me to do...

When I woke up, I asked my hubby is he going out? Cuz I saw his brother getting ready to go out... He replied that my in-laws wanna go Tampines Courts to take a look, so the brother following them... Then I told my hubby that I also wanna take a look @ the playpen (for lil' Kayden) that's selling for $49.90 (promo price), he straight away ask his brother to help us look out...

I was kinda pissed as I wanted my hubby to be involve in getting baby stuffs for our Kayden... Then I just commented that the brother doesn't have any idea what a playpen look like, and what if he ask for the wrong info?? I straight away told my hubby that I will go & take a look myself & he never reply... To me, I feel like asking him now the baby is mine only or ours?? Why he like have the **ck care attitude towards buying baby stuffs?? Doesn't he want the best for our baby??

Even though I didn't get much things yet for Kayden, but most of the times I'm the one shopping for baby clothes, etc... And for my hubby, he either just **cking glued his backside to the floor & his eyes on the computer or just sleep!!

Wondering why a daddy-to-be can react like that?? I really envy those 1st time parents who always shop for baby stuffs together & most of the daddies-to-be that I know are so excited for their 1st child to arrive!!

~*~ A BoRinG X'mAs eVe!! ~*~

Today is X'mas eve... Hmm... Should be out celebrating... But here I am staying home typing this entry... But as you know I'm with a big tummy, so abit difficult... Think this year's X'mas eve is the most boring one for me as it's still raining...

Me & my hubby woke up @ 8pm today... But my lil' Kayden woke up early than us... When lil' Kayden's awake, he's like doing lotsa stretching and also some hard kicks to wake me up... But I kinda ignored my lil' one, cuz I was too tired... (and he's kicking me now) haha...

What I really want for X'mas this year is that I'll have a very smooth & fast labour to my lil' one (ie: to be able to carry him till full term & without the help of epidural), and my hubby to give me a surprise (but I doubt so as he's not those kind of romantic person)...

Suddenly I'm craving for Sakae sushi... But @ this hour, don't think it's still open... If Sakae Sushi has 24/7 delivery like Mac, that would be great!! Haiz...

Geez... Guess this year's X'mas & New Year's eves will be staying home & countdown... I really missed those days when I still can partying with my friends and counting down... Haiz... But nevermind... @ least I still have my lil' Kayden accompany Mummy during these festive seasons... Daddy & Mummy love you lots, my baby Kayden...

~*~ TiRinG DaY!! ~*~

Woke up @ 7.45am this morning, but slept @ 4am last night! Only 3hrs & 45mins of sleep... Mentally tired but not physically... Haiz... Had breakfast with hubby this morning as he's making up to me (cuz he made me angry & cried last night)...

Normally @ this time (in the morning) my lil' Kayden should be sleeping, but today he's kinda active... Hmm...

Today met Cendrine to Vivo City with her baby daughter Zann... Gave lil' Zann her X'mas present... Had lunch with Cendrine @ BK... The service is very very slow... Wondering how come Vivo City soooo big, but only one or two fast food restuarants???

Shopped for almost 1/2 a day till both my legs very very 'suan' & got nothing for myself... But... bought something for lil' Kayden from GAP kids... Keke... Initially wanna get baby clothes from Zara, but not much designs...

Now I'm only waiting for post X'mas sales to buy more clothes for my lil' Kayden... Think X'mas will be spending @ home... Hopefully my hubby will come out with something romantic... But I doubt so... =( Keeping my fingers crossed...

Some pictures I took for Cendrine & Zann:

What a Happy Mum & Daughter!

Candid Shot of Zann

Hmm.. Is Zann crying or laughing?

~*~ BabY KaYdEn LeaRniNg kiCk bOxiNg?? ~*~

Yesterday while I'm lying down on my bed sideway watching TV, I can feel my Kayden doing stretching inside me... Then after a while, I tried to catch him in action again, he KICKED me so hard that I can see that my tummy is out of shape...

Hmm... I was telling him, "You naughty boy, why kick Mummy so hard? Later I go tell Daddy that you kicked me very hard... Haha..." My baby Kayden seems to understand what I'm saying and he eventually stopped... Keke... Wondering is it that baby Kayden practising boxing in my tummy... It lasted for about 5mins...

And while I'm typing this now, I can feel his gentle kicks on off... Haha... Ok la... Mummy don't complain about you le la... Keke... Mummy loves you, Kayden!!

~*~ WhaT a LonG & bUsY dAy fOr mE!! ~*~

Today is another raining day... Can't imagine how come the rain doesn't stop??

I woke up around 11.30am (being awake by my lil' Kayden's kicks), I was super tired as I slept only in the morning 7am... Anyway, I woke up eventually cuz I'm gonna collect my items from an online spree... Yuppie!! So excited as I can finally get my spree items today...

So I quickly go get prepared and also think of what to wear... After a while, I decided on a white dress that I bought years ago before pregnant... Surprisingly, I still managed to fit in even though I've put on abit of weight due to pregnacy (so Happy!!)... And I also found a pair of white flats that matches the dress (even though I haven't wear the shoes for long long time)... So after a while, I got myself prepared and out I go...

13.45 - 1430

While I was walking to the bus-stop, I realised something was wrong with my pair of shoes... When I take a look at my shoes, you know what?? My shoes's soles came off totally!!! Poor thing right!! I actually intended to take train down to town as it's still early to my appointment BUT due to the accident of my shoes, I have to changed my plan & take a cab down town... Haiz... And due to the bad weather, I have to on call a cab and my cabfare to Far East was like $14.00... And I spent another $19.00 on a new pair of shoes and $25.00 on a top from Forever21...

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Then I proceed to Keppal Tower @ Harbourfront to collect my spree items from Jess... I was so anxious to see how's my loots... I bought 3 pcs of clothings from CCT Fashion... To my disappointment, 1) that demin jacket I ordered was so mini (it was Size S) that only kids can wear 2) The beige dress even with lining is totally translucent (even if you wear skin color under garments, still can see thru' totally)... The pink top still ok, just that the back very trans... What am I gonna do with that mini jacket & the beige dress??? My hubby ask me to throw away... =(

1600 - 1845

The last stop today was Kiddy Palace, Toa Payoh HDB Hub... My purpose of going there is to check out the prices on all the necessay baby stuffs & mummy's stuffs that I need to prepare for my lil' Kayden's arrival... I think I need @ least $500.00 budget to get all the stuffs... And today my lil' one not "co-operative"... I think his head is down (hmm.. naighty boy) & it make my movements very tedious... Only walk for less than 5 mins, I can feel that my tummy is heavy & I'm breathless... I can feel that he's putting some pressure & I have to walk real real slow (like a tortise)... Until I can't stand it, I told him, "Baby Kayden, pls be a good boy as Mummy feels a bit "xin ku" & if you stop putting pressure, Mummy will buy your new clothes..." Amazingly after a while, he kinda heard my pleas and stop (Good boy Kayden)... And I bought him a set of new clothes & also a binder (Only $15.00 for 3 items after 10%)... Looks kinda cute...

I also bought an X'mas present for my friend's 1 year old daughter... And when waiting for my hubby to pick me up as it's still raining heavily, I went around HDB Hub to continue shopping & ended up bought a top for myself for $24.90 in less than 5mins... Urgh... Impulse buying...

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My total spending for the day is $83.90 (of which my hubby doesn't know else he will kill me for that)... Haiz... Just a few hours & almost $100.00 gone from my wallet... =(

~*~ RaiNinG MoNdaY bLuEs?? ~*~

Why does people have Monday blues? Is it because we've been enjoying ourselves too much thru'out the weekends? Well... I know that applied to me when I'm still working as I live my life to the fullest... But not for now as I'm a SAHM = Stay @ home mum, an lame excuse for me to prepare for my lil' one's arrival! Keke..

Today is just an ordinary day for me as I woke up @ 7pm in the evening... Good right?? LOL!! Don't know why I slept till this late... Maybe blame it on the super cooling weather and my room atmosphere that make me wanna laze in bed more!! As usual to my daily routine, my personal computer was on & start surfing the net as usual... I was kinda pissed off with my hubby today... Normally when I woke up, I'm usually hungry (and my lil' one inside me too)... So I'll always tell my hubby that I'm hungry... But he will always like to finished his things (ie: playing online games) then ask me what I wanna eat... But that's not the case when his elder bro came back from overseas... Whenever his bro is hungry, my hubby will immediately stopped playing his online games & get food for him...

Just like today, I told him that I was hungry, he did nothing to it...But WHEN his bro said he's hungry, he responded very fast & getting ready to go down & buy food... At that point, I was like WTF!!! I'm his wife & I'm pregnant lei! His bro is more important than his WIFE meh??

After they went down together to buy food, I sms my hubby saying:-

"You are being very biased!! Whenever I told you I'm hungry, you always make me wait for very long then ask me what I want. But whenever your bro said that he's hungry or where he wanna go, you always responded very fast!! This is not the 1st time le!!"

Guess what, he never even bother to reply that sms & still pretended that nothing happened!! Even when they're back, he never even bother to come over & apologise to me!! URGHHHHHH!!!! These kind of things always happen when his bro is back in town!

Hmmm... wondering why my reaction so big! Maybe that's what people called as mood swings when mummies are pregnant, cuz of the hormones changed??

Anyway, tomorrow will be a long & busy day for me! Hope that tomorrow will not rain like today (basically raining whole day)...

Yuppie!! I'm collecting my spree items tomorrow!! Hope the items are in tip top conditions...

As I was typing this long winded entry, my lil' one, Kayden kick me a few times... Maybe he knows what Mummy is going thru' today and this is his way of comforting Mummy! Haha... Ok, Mummy knows you're a very good boy & Mummy LOVES you Kayden!

~*~ My 1st bLoG iN mY LiFe!! ~*~

Hmm... Where should I start?? The purpose of having this blog is actually for my little prince arriving next year... Cuz I'm a First time Mummy, so very EXCITED!! Well, for the time being, think I will update every lil' things that I encounter in my everyday life & also updates of my baby Kayden (still in the comfort of my womb)...

Well... Today is another lazy Sunday for me... Woke up around 5.30pm cuz of heartburn... Haiz... Just in case you don't know what's heartburn, the defination as follows:-

"This is a burning sensation below your diaphram (the muscle between your lungs and stomach). This condition is due to the regurgitation of gastric fluids into the oesophagus (food pipe)."

Geez... I have to avoid spicy or fatty foods, fizzy drinksand caffeine... That means... no more COKE & fast food for me le (but I don't care)... That kinda of feelings I hope I won't experience it again cuz it's very awful as it will make you feel like puking... =(

Spent most of my time surfing the net till my friend told me she wanna start a blog... Hmm... Start a blog, sounds cool (cuz it's the IN thing for very long)... But I don't keep any diarys, journals or whatsoever... And I was thinking, "hmm... should I start one now? But what should I write?" Then while I was typing this, my lil' Kayden gently "tapped" (or kick) me from inside... Maybe he wants Mummy to start a blog for him... Haha...

So for my lil' Kayden, Mummy will start this blog for you... "But you must be good boy ya?" that's what I said to him... Hopefully he can hear me...