Sunday, March 30, 2008

It's so disheartening to hear from my 妈咪 that my 阿嬷 was diagnosed with liver cancer after her 1 week + stay in SGH... And the doctors will not do those necessary tests to determine which stage is her cancer & also not putting her on chemotheraphy, only giving her panadol in case she's in pain...

My 阿嬷 is already 80+ this year & she's considered having good life as she's a proud great-grandmother of 5 little great-grandchildren (incluing my little prince)... She used to play mahjong during Sundays when she's in her 60s/70s... I had to agreed on the doctors decisions as I know 阿嬷 might not be able to pull thru' if she's undergoing treatments & those needle-pricking tests...

We rather she lead a normal & needles-free life till her last day than put her thru' so much sufferings...

Went over to 五姨's place with 妈咪 + 爹地 & little prince to visit 阿嬷... When I saw her & greeted her, she responded to me better compared to when she's still in SGH... When she's in SGH, she didn't even respond & just look @ me... She even touched & hold little prince's little hand when I carried him over to greet her...

五姨 came back with yummy donuts from J.Co, Raffles Place & 妈咪 & me had 2 each while 爹地 had 3... Even little prince also had his share of donuts (without all the flavorings) & he seemed to enjoy it... Awhile later, both 妈咪 & me heard 阿嬷's soft voice & only realized that she fell from the bed & landed on the floor (in sitting position) when 五姨 went to her room... She couldn't tell us if she had hurt herself & 六姨 kept asking whether she hurt herself (which part pain) & she pointed to the area behind her left ear (more towards the neck area) & applied medication for her... Am gald that nothing serious injuries on her & my 五姨's maid had to be on alert mode just in case anything happen to 阿嬷 while the rest still working...

I sincerely hope that my 阿嬷 to have full recovery & win her battle against the demons (cancer cells) and be healthy as ever... *keeping fingers crossed & praying hard to GOD*